4/30

Yesterday I went to the campus with my friends for voting and the party. Everything there was free and had many dolls. I tried to get one, but the only thing that I got was this purple dice. Although it was not my purpose, but I still like this small thing. At least, I think it is beautiful.

This was the first time that I voted and saw the vote machine. It was really a fun experience that " playing " wih that machine. Although I really could not reember that who I voted, at least, I am a part of this activity.

4/28

I hear you hungey, I hear you cry.
She gives you milk and you start to laugh.
She adopts you from Hades' hands,
when you almost goes to heaven.


This is the thing came out when my friend told me that she adopted a cat. When we were in higj school, we planed to adopt a cat or dog in our dorm. Of course, it was also a secret. Now, she adopted a cat first. I am jealous, but also feel happy about her. It is because her emotion has some problems. That cat might help her to defeat those problems.

4/25

A writer and an editor.To complement each other.It is like two faces of a penny.Have a man and a house.The house provides the residences for the man and the man builds the house.

Just few minutes ago, one of my friends asked me to check her short story that she wants to publish on the Internet. Based on my opinion, or my fastidious "stomach" of reading, and my Chinese knowledge( she said. ), she wanted me to tell her some advices. To have this extra work, in fact, I feel very happy because it means I have another example can use!

4/24

These days, I become to like Japaness songs. I heard many songs from cartoons and Internet, such as my friends' blog. Maybe the most important reason is many of my friends like Japan and Korea. Then they played and sang many Japaness and Korean songs and I learned some of the words.But, in fact, I have no idea why I become to like them. One of the reason is I really don't know what are they singing about! One of my friend said that it is because you don't understant the meaning, so it becomes a really good thing for relax your brain.

4/21

Just finished a short story, but troubled for the next begining immediately.

Are lives just like this?

Always walking back and forth between begining and ending.


Read the same book repeatedly, the words jumped out of control.

Revised the librettoes and created the different endings.

Are lives just like this?

Always using the different ways to falsify the dream.

4/18

Heard some music that I know very well. It makes me remember many things that happened before, but I forget. Growing up always makes me forget things, no matter how important it was. Many memeries loss because of this, I think. Haven't thought before that I am a person who is yearned for the past. Longer I listen to those music, more I can remember those important things. Then stupider I feel myslf. It is not only about the stupid things that I have done, but it is also about the wrong decitions that I have made before.

4/17

Thoughts always emerge in large number when the time that I don't want to think.

Thwy come one by one, good and bad.

Black tea is still warm, but its favor has a little bit difference.

Should I impute to the water?

Or it is just because the time of taste is overdue.

It is just like at a flowering season.

After being in full blooms, they will all be withered.

4/14

Today I heard a big, important news from my cousin. She said that my favorite singers will come to New York in June ! But they didn't say the complete date. If they can come before 6/22, then I can go to their vocal recital. Althiugh I have become their fan for very long time, Ihave never went to their any activities. It is not only because I was busy with my school works, but it is also because the time and the place that they held the vocal recitals were not match with me. Ihope I can go and see the real SHE ( the group's name ) look like.

4/11

Few minutes before, I found a test that I did many years before. At first, it shows a picture like this. What do you see? Many people say they see a white paper. That's right! It is a white paper.




















Then, it shows another paper like this one. The same answer before, what do you see?



















If you say you see a black point, we can not say that is wrong. But, why do not you say that you see a white paper? In the paper, the white part is more than black part, but many people just focus on that point.

This test taught me that we can not just focus on the small things in a big group and think that is all of fact. We must focus on what it really is. I don't know if my thought is right or not. But I hope this test will gove you some notices.

4/10

Today I went to hospital with my mother and my younger sister. Today is the day that the doctor has to tell my mother if the tumor isbenignor not. I was really affraid of getting the message about this. At the same time, my sister got a serious cold. I needed to see the doctor with her because she is only fifteen years old. During the time, I can not really pay attensoin to my sister's doctor. But I am really happy that my mother is all right now.

4/7

Today one of my friends gave me a prepaid calling card. Of caurse I paid. It was really excited to call my old friends in Taiwan. Although the time can not be very match, I still felt happy about talking with them.

Few days before, someone introduced me a cartoon which made from Japan. It is talking about some people can control monsters. Some of them want to destory the world. The rest of the are trying to safe the world from those bad guys. Many cartoons' plots are very similar with this one. But I think it will make us have the same thing to talk with.

4/4

Few days before, I heard some of my friends' stories. I realized that sometimes, one plus one is not always equaled two. Being used to do something is not necessary to keep those habit in the future. But those feelings is just like addictions. Can not run away or abstain from them. Maybe it is destiny for us to face these repetitions.

4/1

April Fool's Day, a festival of joke and trick. Drifferent with Halloween, today has no treat. For the people who still keep traces of childishness, today is the best day. For me, of caurse, I love this holiday. Maybe I will put some strange somethings in lunch. But I think my mother will not allow me to do that, because it is really a waste. Or I will create some new dishes.

P.S Happy holiday, everyone!